Person X

I recently bumped into an old friend whom I hadn't seen in ages.

It was weird and awkward at first. I mean, two years of not talking is a bit extreme considering how close I used to be to this person.

But we caught up and well, it's still strange.

It's amazing how a person can change another person's life. This person I met had changed mentally in so many ways because of another person but still physically looked the same. It's strange.

People are telling me to be wary of this friend of mine and I guess I should because we didn't lose touch for no apparent reason. There was a reason. A reason which could have been easily avoided yet this friend of mine chose to fuck it up. It made me realize what kind of person this person is though. The kind of person that takes another person for granted.

See, it's not easy becoming friends with me. Technically, I'm an introvert. Although many would say I'm an extrovert, I'm really not. I can't really just talk to anybody. But once I let my guard down all hell WILL break loose. I don't know if that's a good thing but hey! I think I have some people who enjoy my company. (I sound like Tyra, EW.)

With this person, I let my guard down completely. And well, this person just took me for granted. And it didn't help that this person was someone I was totally in love with (at one point).

I'm not going to say who this person is but for those who are close to me, you know.

And if that person ever reads this, well, I'm glad we're friends again but I'm really afraid to be too close to you. You fucked it up in the past. It's not easy for me to say it's all good now especially because it's YOU. You really managed to crack my stone cold heart and trust me, that ISN'T easy. So be warned : it's going to take some time for us to be exactly like how it was in the past. And if you ever fuck it up again that's the end of it all. You can die in a ditch somewhere and I will not care.

I'm sorry, but I am frank.

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