Experiment A

I decided that I am going to carry out an experiment.

Have you ever sent a letter to your crush? Like one of those, I am your secret admirer letters? Well, neither have I. But soon, I will de-virginize myself from it. You should too! It's so old fashioned isn't it? Sending letters to the person you like. I am so going to try this. Think of it as an experiment. So, here's the experiment:

Step 1:
Find a crush.

Step 2:
Once found crush, stare at crush untill you find inspiration to write out how you feel about them on a piece of paper.

Notes on Writing:
i) Not too cheesy
ii) Use the Wit card
iii) Be yourself

Step 3:
Find a reliable messenger and ask them to give it to the crush

Step 4:
Wait and see!

Tadaaaaa!

Hehe. So simple yet so nerve-wrecking. But you know what? I shall provide you with ways to overcome the fear:

1. Remember : You haven't talked to him so you can just pretend that didn't happen at all.
2. Afraid of rejection? Don't worry! Many fish in the sea!
3. Confidence is key! You have to know you're hot before you do this. If you still feel low about yourself, get your fabulous friends to tell you how fabulous you are!
4. Guts : You have it in you! Use it!
5. We only live once, at least you can cross this off your "Been there, Done That!" list.

So, now that I have given courage to you (and myself), time to see the results. Now mind you, I haven't sent this letter yet. I have got some people to read it. So far, it's been a positive feedback. But you know, at the end of the day it's your crushes decision to decide what he/she wants to do with this. You can only initiate it.

Many have asked me to just go talk to him. And here's what I have to say: I AM SHY! Even though I did direct selling and can talk to any random person on earth, I can't talk to guys I like. I freeze like a bitch. Like, frozen! Especially, if I don't know anything about that person. I'm not that kind of girl. I am old-fashioned in that sense. I always wait for the guys to their thang, Unfortunately, plenty of guys out there are shallow pussies who would rather:

• Choose a hot chick way out of their league
• Wait for the chick to do their thang
• Go to clubs and look for fuck buddies
• Be lame losers and complain about how girls are stupid

Which one are you fellows?

Haha. Okay, okay I'm being bias. I'm not saying that all guys are like that. There are a minority of you who are fantastic. But most of the time you are either already a good friend of mine or just taken. Haha.

Anyways, the point is I am going to give this note to him. Don't worry there's nothing in there that says I am in love with you. It's quite casual really. In every science experiment there's always a hypothesis. So here's a few of mine:

1. He would be flattered and be curious and try to find out who I am. And when he does he will judge me by my looks and decide from there.
2. He might already have a girlfriend and not do anything about it.
3. He might be like, ew. And throw it away and ignore it.
4. He could possibly love it and decide to get to know me better.

We shall see.

So, wish me luck!