LOSERS SAY : Faez

Haha. What do you think about that title? I love it.

The story behind it is that I love arguing my way and winning and if i lose, eh, wait, I DON'T LOSE! never! so Faez, you lost. Loser!

Hehe. I'm being cheeky.

Anyways, tonight should be FUN. I'm babysitting "O" my landlady's son. Oh yeah, this will be SOME joy. Why? Well, the fact that he's quite a perv for a five year old worries me when he turns sixteen. But maybe I'm paranoid. Maybe all five year olds enjoy looking at boobs and asses and say that they want to get naked with you. MAYBE.

I don't remember doing that as a child though. When I was a kid, haha. Well, my brother was a tyrant. He was satan and would bully me and my sister. Corner me into a cupboard and punch me in the stomach. Play crazy catching with my sister causing her to bump into the edge of the bed and bleed and had to get stitches. Call me stupid because I didn't know what five times five was. Hey! I was in kindergarden and he was in grade 2! I guess he did all this mostly cause he was jealous at the fact that all MY friends were the girls he had crushes on such as "D". Haha. Poor jealous fatty. Yes, he was uber fat in the past. Hehe. I'm evil.

But things have changed now. Raz and I are closer than ever. So it's all good. I think by the time he hit high school he realized I was a good tool to use when he wanted to phone a girl's house. See, the girls he liked had strict parents who get angry when a boy calls. So I, being a girl, was used to pretend to be his crushes "friend" so the parents wouldn't get mad. WEIRD EH? Haha. I'd be like "hello, boleh cakap dengan 'a'?" and the parent or the protective abang would be like, oh it's a girl. ok! haha. It was pretty damn funny.

It's amazing how time flies. I can't believe Di has finished school! Damn. She'll be getting her SPM results soon. I sure as hell hope she gets okay results. That child, truly talented yet, indecisive. Not exactly the smartest kid on the block, but definetly would make a better mother than me. Hehe. At least she can jahit and all that. Don't you ever ask me to do such things. I will probably send it to the kedai. Hehe.

I always say it. Raz is my driver and Di is my maid. Life ain't that bad as a middle child after all eh? People always say the middle child is neglected and lack of love bla bla bla. PLEASE. I love being the middle child. Fantastic! No worries No pressure. And in the end I get my way. ALWAYS. Yeeha.

I guess right about now you will have discovered I am the spoilt one in the family. Yes, it's true. Looking back I saw I got to go wherever I wanted and do pretty much whatever I wanted to do. Hehe.

But before I conclude to my spoiltness let me just say I am not as spoilt as one may think. I worked my ass to get where I am. So perhaps I get what I want but only because I worked for it.

See, my father isn't exactly the nicest man in the world. In fact, in many ways, he's far from that. God knows I love my father but he's strict when it comes to making the right decisions. He says I can do what I want but make sure I do it well and have a game plan. His dad was the chief Police of Sabah at one point. And so he lived the life where everything had to be precisely organized the way it should be and no terkedek-kedek nonsense should happen. Hence, when my sister doesn't exactly have a game plan of what she wants to do in life, he doubts her completely. It's sucky. I had to create a fucking proposal of a budget sheet and all that shit when I was coming to Canada. He's a charted accountant too. So double the organizeness. Yet, HE'S NOT THAT ORGANIZED HIMSELF.

I must say, It's my mum who makes my dad organized. She is the backbone of the family. God, I love her so much. She's the person I'd turn to when I'm sick. Because she's the only one who can manjakan me the way I want to be manja'd. Well, actually my sister is learning well. She''s more like my mother than I am. But yeah, when I am sick, I am so mengada. And i'd be in so much pain. Like I suddenly morph into a five year old. But thank God, I don't get sick often. So, it is rare for me to be all manja to my mum or when she's not around, my sister. Hehe. Most of the time my mum and i have conversations about life, family, friends, economics, everything. My mother, despite not finishing university, is definetly a knowledgable woman.

Wow. This post has become an entire talk about my family. Should I rename this title post? NO. Hehe.

The point in the end, is that, No Faez! You'll never win. I just wanted you to sleep that's why i ended the conversation. Really, you nak battle? BAKK DATANG WEEEYY. hahahahaha. Anytime Baby!

Ciao!