my love for photography

I tried to get my digital camera fixed the other day. Mind you it's the world's not so great camera but i HAVE taken some damn good pictures with it. Thus, it is to conclude that it's not really the camera. It's the person. I have some of my art work posted on this art website actually.

http://nadzirahashim.deviantart.com

I haven't posted any new art work because i broke my camera. YES I BROKE IT. poor lame BENQ. It was a sad story really.

It was May 2005, I was in KL for summer. Oh so happy. Heading to my sister's dance group's party, me and my brother decided it would be fantastic to drink the leftover booze he had from his trip to Langkawi. VODKA VANILLA. EW. Vodka is disgusting enough. Vodka Vanilla? Some girl chose the bottle. THATS why they didn't finish it. Excuse me, Vodka Vanilla is disgustingly nasty. If you thought the word Vanilla would make it sound sweet and cute YOU WERE WRONG. Ergh.

Anyways, we didn't want to show up at a kid's party sober for it will be NOT FUN. So we sucked it up and finished the Vodka. It did its purpose though. We got there very happy! I mean, I actually arrived and walked down the steps and broke my shoe! Jesus, I felt like a typical teenage girl where she acts all rebellious and "cool" and ends up breaking her shoe. EW. I cringed. Haha. But whatever, it was a good thing my sister was performing so she had extra sandals. LUCKY ME!

So in the midst of all this drunkenness. I don't remember how and when. My camera fell. And its focus is now fuzzy. :(

ANYWAYS, the point of this story is that I went to this camera shop in Victoria. It wasn't exactly close to home cause I had to take two busses. And when I got there I had to deal with Mr. Not So Nice. He, of course scrutinized my camera with words like "Where is this made?", "They shouldn't even be making this" and "This is a toy camera!". Wow. I was like, OKAY UNIBROW! ERGH. I had to include that because it looked like a rainbow. I know thats mean but, he tore my camera into shreds. Insulting it! Hey fucker if I were rich I'd buy the world's most expensive camera but I'M NOT. So there.

So yeah, I need a new digital camera. I feel so lost without one. Raz has one at home in KL of which i know i can POW (steal) off him when i get home. But its not the same! I WANT MY OWN DIGITAL CAMERA! hehe. wow brat!

I guess I'll just have to save my money like every other person would do. Ergh. Less new clothes, shoes and sunglasses for a new digital camera. Alas, my love for photography is strong indeed.

Ciao!