well well well...

Its a Saturday morning and what the fuck do I do? CREATE A BLOG? and my pathetic self dies a little inside. hahaha. okay maybe not die perhaps squeals. But why squeal? because i have so many blogs. Well not so many but I do write bits and pieces of things here and there i.e Friendster, Myspace, MSN Space, and then there was the site i shared with one of my best friends Ili of which Ery will never forgive me for because she (i can't lie) had suggested it before me and ili wanted to make one. DRAMA DRAMA. haha.

Anyways, this blog i must say was inspired by the fact that writing out your thoughts actually makes you think clearly and right now i'm on a role of writing my movie. Yes, i am writing a movie script. NOT A PORNO I REPEAT NOT A PORNO. So what's the movie about? well, currently i'm not going to say anything because i'm afraid that people will think the story is lame. Sometimes i look at myself at an outsiders perspective while reading my writings and go "you are lame!". But yeah, for now, we will call the script X.

Okay next thing i want to put down before i forget. FAQs. These are my very own FAQs made for myself to read for me and refer whenever in doubt. So. Ignore if you want to. Or perhaps you have a question about me that you want to know? scroll on!

1. Do you think you will be writing in this blog often?

Thats a good question, and the answer is most likely every once in awhile depending on my state of mind. I go through phases of which i have nothing to say or think about. So when i go through that there won't be much coming out of me.

2. Do you think this will help you improve your life?

OH MY GOD NAZ DID YOU MAKE THIS QUESTION? HAHA. As a matter of fact i DID make up this question myself. And no, I don't think it will improve my life but it will definetly make me reflect on my personality as a whole. And this is a quick note: Nadzirah Hashim Natt is very in love with herself, therefore likes to look at herself and read things about herself cause she knows she's hot. hehe.

3. Who do you expect will be reading this blog?

I imagine if i told anyone, someone but seeming I don't tell anyone, no one? I don't mind. My thoughts may be too weird for some and boring for others. Nonetheless, like i said this blog is for me cause i love me. hehe.

4. Where are you from?

I'm from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. The city that doesn't know how to sleep.

5. Are you working/schooling/doing nothing?

I'm in uni but i'm also doing nothing at the moment. uni is lame. 4 years for a piece of paper is LAME.

6. Do you think you'll still be writing in this blog in 5 years time?

Haha. seriously? NO. but who knows? no, i don't think so. hehe.

7. What's your take on bloggers?

Ergh, bloggers, buggers. I used to think it was the lamest shit on earth. No, really. Write none useful petty info about your lame life on the net? But then I woke up one day and realized the net is a place that won't shut down (UNLIKE YOUR LAPTOP WHICH WILL EVENTUALLY DIE ON YOU. BE WARNED). Knowing this, Its a good way for me to access my writings in the future. So, bloggers, you have redeemed yourselves. I have nothing to say about you. Carry on!

8. Do you think that someday this blog will be famous?

Fuck no! FUCK NO. I ain't Maddox. He is, an interesting character. There are some people out there who write fucking interesting and funny shit. I ain't one of them. I write whatever that comes to mind. And this isn't much of a bitching blog really. It could be. or could not. But getting back to the point, No.

9. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

This question is a very important question because EVERYTIME i'm talking to people this question comes up and i have to repeat myself OVER AND OVER and they ask why and crap so. No, I don't have a boyfriend. I am currently in the stage where "I am so full of myself i'll marry me. Who needs to be in relationship? I am my own relationship". So. There. Don't ask me again.

10. Don't you think being a narcissist is not a good thing?

Why not? what's wrong with having interest with one self? What? do we all have to be insecure? Confidence is key. I mean i'm not dissing the insecure. I used to be (and sometimes still can be) insecure too but i think loving yourself before anything else is the best (note: personal opinion) way to go experience life. I mean, at the end of the day we're all going to die anyway. Whether we realize it or not we do things to please ourselves so why not show it? But of course, don't be mistaken with the idea of "show off". loving yourself doesn't mean telling everyone that you are the shit. The concept is: YOU KNOW YOU'RE THA SHIET so don't need to do anything to show it. for example, instead of, "hey i'm wearing this brand from this place at this price, don't i look hot?" you go "I know i'm hot and so i dress hot with whatever that makes me look hot!". Get it? No? Hehe.


So this wraps up my FAQs. I don't have anymore questions about myself for now. I don't know if i'm going to tell anybody about this site. Most likely I will because I love myself and want to tell about how awesome I am. Hehehe. Sounds a little pathetic don't you think? No, it's not cause i am tha shiiieeettt... hahaha.



Ciao!