Szzeeee Szzzeee Szzzee Szzzeee

It's so bloody difficult to update this fuckspot since I have no internet but I guess I have a wee bit of time.

As we all know I am back and I have lost my LAPTOP FOR GOOD. Along with my awesome makeup. Everytime someone starts talking about good music or mentioning songs that I USED TO HAVE I'D GET ALL EMOTIONAL. And when people ask me to go out at night I feel discouraged for I know I have NO AWESOME makeup to awesomely cover up my UNawesome face.

Coming home has made me break out like crazy.

It is confirmed - I am an eskimo because I cannot stand the heat. I only want to live in the cold. yet somehow i do enjoy the beach. No I think I like the wind. If there's wind I'm cool.

Anyways, I start college this Tuesday. I'm only allowed to take 2 courses so I chose the fun ones! Public Speaking and Introduction to Theatre. It should be awesome. I hope I will have fun.

I really miss my comp. I feel lost. I might die soon. Okay being a bit too melodramatic. I've done my calculations and I need to make 5000 Malaysian Ringgit to replace everything I lost. I wish money grew on trees.

Have any of you heard of Alvin Ailey?

Well, my parents are trying to get them to come down to KL & Singapore to perform in October and I'm helping them out (sort of, I mean, I'm not helping them right now am I? hehe). But anyways if you like modern dance jazz ballet kind of thing they would be awesome to check out but please take note : they are very 80s. I mean everything about them is just so 80s.

But this Alvin Ailey dude, well, he's dead now, died of AIDS. His dance company consists of mostly African Americans and dances are generally about their sufferings during the times of slavery in America. It's VERY DEEP. So if you're expecting a Lady Salsa or Fever Night kind of show then you're going to hate this. It's really artsy. They cater to high society upmarket New Yorkers apparently. I don't know. I watched a bit of their dances and some are fun but the slower ones are really, interesting i mean, a bit too deep for me. What can I say? I'm not that artsy after all eh?

Enough about work.

I am really hoping that Sunway won't be so boring when I'm there. What I meant to say was there better be something like EYE CANDY for me. On the very bright side My No.2 and Shon are coming back real soon so it's going to be uber fun. And I've almost narrowed down what kind of party I'm throwing this year. WOOHOO! But it'll only be in late July or early August.

Man, I really hope I'm going back to Uvic. Dude, I mean, Kristin! Pray for me! I mean do some sort of mantra or something! Or tarrot read me! I don't know! Hehe.

OH I really need to write this all down before I forget. MUSIC OF TODAY IS UBER WEIRD. I mean the LL Cool J Song with J.Lo. What's up with the "szeeeee szee szeee szeee szee szeee"? And then there's the Pussycat Dolls with the song Buttons where they sound like Ibans trying to blow their sumpit (Ibans are a tribe and they make this sort of noise everytime they go hunting re: exactly like the sound the pussycat dolls make when they sing buttons) "Baby can't you seeeee-eeeeeehh!!!". Me and my sis make fun of it all the time. I've actually made remixes of these songs. They sound quite INTERESTING. But yeah. Oh well. I wonder if these songs will make it into the GOLDEN OLDIES hits 20 years from now? What do you think?

I wonder.

Me and my mum have decided those artists worthy to be mentioned still 20 years from would definetly include people like Madonna and Mariah Carey.

I wonder what the music of the future would be like.

Hmmmm.