Love for Dummies

When it comes to love, I am a beginner. Sometimes even a dummy.

I don't know anything about it. The protocols, the ways to behave, the things to compromise for, what to say, what not to say, etc.

I know, its a learning curve. But I find it to be the HARDEST course I have ever taken. I used to be a heartless wench. A wench who never thought about loving anyone but herself. Well most times I still am. But some days I find myself being completely whipped. I wish this wasn't so. But really, I am whipped!

So what is up with this feeling of love? How can you tell if what you're feeling is real or not? Is there a limit to loving someone? Should there be? I ask myself if I am really in love every day.

And the answer is: I have no idea.

Love is one thing, I do not understand.

If it makes one do crazy things, makes one feel completely happy, completely dumbfounded, completely silly when you hear that person's voice, completely at ease, completely comfortable...Completely complete; then yeah, I guess I am in love.

Who am I in love with?

That is a good question. But I definitely have a lot to learn. I hate reading, but this is one manual I need. Don't get me started on men in general. ONE MAN is already hard to decipher.

Sigh.